Kamis, 30 April 2015

All Of The Stars – Ed Sheeran

It's just another night
And I'm staring at the moon
I saw a shooting star
And thought of you
I sang a lullaby
By the waterside and knew
If you were here,
I'd sing to you
You're on the other side
As the skyline splits in two
I'm miles away from seeing you
I can see the stars
From America
I wonder, do you see them, too?

So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

I can hear your heart
On the radio beat
They're playing 'Chasing Cars'
And I thought of us
Back to the time,
You were lying next to me
I looked across and fell in love
So I took your hand
Back through lands and streets I knew
Everything led back to you
So can you see the stars?
Over Amsterdam
You're the song my heart is
Beating to

So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

And, oh, I know
And oh, I know, oh
I can see the stars
From America

Charli XCX - Boom Clap

Boom boom boom clap
You're picture perfect blue
Sunbathing on the moon
Stars shining as your bones illuminate

First kiss just like a drug
Under your influence
You take me over you're the magic in my veins
This must be love
Boom clap
The sound of my heart
The beat goes on and on and on and on and
Boom clap
You make me feel good
Come on to me come on to me now

Boom clap
The sound of my heart
The beat goes on and on and on and on and
Boom clap
You make me feel good
Come on to me come on to me now
No silver or no gold
Could dress me up so good
You're the glitter in the darkness of my world

Just tell me what to do
I'll fall right into you
Going under cast a spell just say the word
I feel your love
Boom clap
The sound of my heart
The beat goes on and on and on and on and
Boom clap
You make me feel good
Come on to me come on to me now
Boom clap
The sound of my heart
The beat goes on and on and on and on and
Boom clap
You make me feel good
Come on to me come on to me now
You are the light and I will follow
You let me lose my shadow
You are the sun the glowing halo
And you keep burning me up with all of your love
Boom clap
The sound of my heart
The beat goes on and on and on and on and
Boom clap
You make me feel good
Come on to me come on to me now
Boom clap
The sound of my heart
The beat goes on and on and on and on and
Boom clap
You make me feel good
Come on to me come on to me now
Boom clap
The sound of my heart
The beat goes on and on and on and on and
Boom clap
You make me feel good
Come on to me come on to me now
Boom clap
The sound of my heart
The beat goes on and on and on and on and
Boom clap
You make me feel good
Come on to me come on to me now

Birdy - Not About Angels

We know full well there's just time
So is it wrong to dance this line?
If your heart was full of love
Could you give it up?

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special

Don't give me up
Don't give... me up

How unfair, it's just our luck
Found something real that's out of touch
But if you'd searched the whole wide world
Would you dare to let it go?

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special

Don't give me up
Don't give... me up

'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special

It's not about, not about angels, angels

The Radio Dept - Strange Things Will Happen

Today was a pretty day
No disappointments
No expectations on your whereabouts
And oh, did I let you go?
Did it finally show that strange things will happen if you let
them?

Today I didn't even try to hide
I'll stay here and never push things to the side
You can't reach me cause I'm way beyond you today

Today was a pretty day
Autumn comes with
These slight surprises where your life might twist and turn
Hope to unlearn
Strange things will happen
If you let them come around and stick around

Today I didn't even try to hide
I'll stay here and never push things to the side
You can't touch me cause I'm way beyond you today

Today I didn't even try to hide
I'll stay here and never push things to the side
Today I didn't even look to find
Something to put me in that peace of mind
You can't touch me cause I'm way beyond you today

save the midnight for The Fault In Our Stars movie.


Okay..
Aku mengulang suatu hal yang selalu aku rindukan utuk dilakukan sesegera mungkin.
Dan akhirnya, kemaren malam, malaaamm banget, tengah malam lah, aku mengulangnya.
Iya, aku merindukan moment-moment seperti dulu.
Bukan apa-apa, hanya menonton sebuah film hollywood ber-genre drama-romance.
Entahlah, akibat dari moment yang dulu aku ingat.

Kalian tahu kan film ini romantis nya minta ampun..
Iya film The Fault In Our Stars laahh, terus apalagi..
Suatu hal yang mendorongku untuk cepat-cepat searching mengenai film tersebut dan cepat-cepat untuk download film tersebut dan cepat-cepat menanti tengah malam tiba sehingga aku bisa menghabiskan malam-malam ku dengan film yang aahh.. aku tidak bisa mengatakannya, menggambarkannya, menceritakannya!! this movie just too romance to makes me realize that i spent many tears, feels, love and silence, and lots of tissue

Aku mengasumsikan, tidakkah orang ini terlalu berlebihan dalam memberikan komentar mengenai film tersebut?
HEY KAMU KEMANA SAJA, FILM INI TERLALU ROMANTIS. LIHATLAH DAN RASAKAN.
4 dari 7 artikel yang aku baca, mereka tidak lupa untuk mengatakan "Sediakanlah tisu yang banyak karena kalian pasti akan menangis setelah menonton film ini" sebelum publikasikan artikel mereka.
Aku membatin, heh.. aku? menangis? akibat dari film yang mengisahkan percintaan tentang sepasang remaja tanggung yang sama-sama mengidap kanker? ..... HAAA!! what a badness mock.


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Apapun alasannya nanti, jangan pernah memutar film tersebut sebelum jam 10:00 pm
Aku tidak tahu apa yang membuatku sangat merasa penasaran terhadap film tersebut sehingga tidak sabar menunggu waktunya tiba.
Setelah semuanya tersiapkan..
Laptop dengan full battery, sekotak tisu, segelas air putih, dan beberapa pertanyaan liar di otakku yang masih belum terjawabkan.
Menggebu-gebu.

Tidak peduli sudah terlambat berapa menit kah aku, yang penting segeralah lakukan.



Memang, di menit pertama aku merasakan seperti apa yang mereka rasakan. Penulis artikel itu ternyata benar, mereka tidak sedang membual. Maafkan olok-olokkan yang sudah aku buat.

Dimana Hazel mengenakan white dress vintage berbaring di halaman belakang rumahnya tepat diatas rumput dengan mata menatap bintang-bintang yang bertaburan sedang flashback kepada Augustus ketika sedang dinner di Oranjee-Restaurant di Amsterdam, berdansa dipinggir jalan sepulang dari dinner yang tidak jauh dari Oranjee-Restaurant. Tapi sayangnya cerita itu tidak nyata. Inilah kenyataannya.




Begitu juga beberapa menit terakhir sebelum film tersebut berakhir. Dimana Hazel mengenakan white dress vintage berjalan menuju halaman belakang rumah sambil membawa oksigen-nya dan selembar kertas berbaring diatas rumput dengan membaca akhir paragraf dari surat Augustus berbunyi :
"I love her, god I love her. I'm so lucky to love her, Van Houten.You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world but you do have a say in who hurts you. I like my choices. I hope she likes hers.
 
Ok, Hazel Grace?"

Kemudian Hazel mengatakan "Okay" sambil memeluk surat dari Augustus dengan mata menatap bintang-bintang yang bertaburan.



Awalan dan akhiran yang bagus bukan?  mau nangis tapi udah bosen nangis terus.
Dan akhirnya jam 02:18 am aku baru tidur. Kenapa lama? karena aku replay cute scene dari awal sampai akhir. Tidak, aku tidak bosan sama sekali.. Ketika pertama kali Hazel dan Augustus bertemu dan ketika Augustus menatap Hazel tiada hentinya dengan senyumnya yang bikin melting. Ketika Augustus mengajak Hazel untuk piknik di Funky Bones. Ketika Augustus menjenguk, menunggui dan mendoakan Hazel di rumah sakit berduaan ketika paru-parunya terdapat cairan. Ketika mereka sedang telponan pada jam 01.00 am. Ketika mereka sedang berada di ayunan tua Hazel. Ketika mereka dinner di Oranjee-Restaurant. Ketika Augustus ingin menikahi risottonya dan membawanya ke Vegas jika dia hidup. Ketika mereka sedang berada di rumah Ana Frank. Ketika Hazel merelakan keluar malam demi mendatangi Augustus di pom bensin sendirian dalam keadaan parah karena mengalami infeksi. Ketika Hazel menemani dan membacakan cerita kepada Augustus didalam mobil ambulance menuju rumah sakit. Ketika Hazel membacakan pidato kematian untuk pemakaman Augustus dihadapan Augustus dan Isaac. Ketika mereka menangis bersamaan. Dan masih banyak ketika-ketika yang lainnya. Mereka memang pasangan romantis, aku mengakuinya :')

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Minggu, 26 April 2015

stay longer

this feeling.

gak kerasaan udah nungguin kelulusan aja, perasaan disekolah baru jadi anak kemaren sore eh sekarang udah jadi kakak kelas aja (ganyambung).. iya ini semua waktu.

dulu yang ga mau pisah kemanapun pergi pasti ngebuntutin, sekarang jadinya malah terpaksa misah
dulu yang berjalan kesegala arah selalu barengan, sekarang jadinya malah berjalan sendiri-sendiri untuk cita-cita sendiri juga

ini pilihan dan u've to change that chance! no matter how hard to left that feeling, u gonna take to do, it!!

lagian ini ngapain posting midnight begini?
gapapa, biar dapet feeling nya..


Sabtu, 04 April 2015

Shania Twain - You're Still The One

When I first saw you, I saw love
And the first time you touched me, I felt love
And after all this time,
You're still the one I love

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
You're still the one
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night